Sunday, May 28, 2006

Out of Touch

I haven't written in a while. I've been moving and graduating and being crazy. And now I'm getting ready to leave the country as soon as my show is completed (in two weeks). Everything's been great with the shots. The porn addiction is back, but E. is away and I'm lonely, so I'm not begrudging myself that. Being around my family is easier because I know I look more male and my voice is deeper, and so when they say "she" it doesn't rankle me quite so much. I'm going to try and get back to regular postings here, but it may take a while for my routine to take hold. Then again, while abroad for the summer, the postings might be difficult because I won't have regular access to email. But either way, I've reached my 4 month mark, just about, on T and all is well. Very, very well.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Nitty Gritty

This post is probably not of interest to anyone who's not a transguy, but I'm strapped for time: I'm gonna miss my shot today because of an appointment mistake, but I'll get a script tomorrow, and give myself my shot tomorrow night. Also, lasst couple of weeks, my discharge from down there has been yellow, but not like anything I've ever had before. Perhaps this is a precursor to losing my lubrication? It's bright yellow. A bit strange to see. We'll see if I dry up now...

Monday, May 01, 2006

Just Fine

No posts as of late, but honestly, everything's been just fine. The last semester of school is stressful, and we're moving soon and that's a lot to chew on, but other than that, it's all good. My moods have been good and I'm eager for my shot tomorrow, wondering when my chin hairs will get a little longer. I should maybe exercise more, but eh, whatever.

I'm even doing better with my addiction to pornography. Just say no. And also, it;s good practice for me to come up with better fantasies to fuel my masturbation. A friend recommended "Paris Shoot" which I've never seen, but maybe I will in these last few weeks before E. leaves for France.